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Hey, hope you're still doing all right.
Oh, I'm really surprised to hear from you. You must be a really nice person if you've bothered to be concerned about me after all this time. I never really look at this account anymore, I apologize I hadn't seen this until now.
I would like to formally apologize for the things I've done, however. But, I'm really sorry for the things I've done in the past to both you and our old friend group. I understand what I did was wrong and I know there is nothing I can really say to excuse myself from that other than saying I was a really stupid teenager that didn't know too much about the world around him and didn't take the feelings of other people into consideration when thinking of my own comfort. I should have been honest to you all. I've matured a lot since back in the day and have learned that my condition is called being a transgendered person.
I feel the only way I could try to explain my thought process back then was that I didn't want you all knowing that I was born female to treat me any different than if I were born male. This is a terrible excuse, and I'm not meaning to excuse what I've done in any way. Merely attempt to explain how I had thought in the past.
Ah, Sorry for the wall of text. I hope you are doing alright as well?
I would like to formally apologize for the things I've done, however. But, I'm really sorry for the things I've done in the past to both you and our old friend group. I understand what I did was wrong and I know there is nothing I can really say to excuse myself from that other than saying I was a really stupid teenager that didn't know too much about the world around him and didn't take the feelings of other people into consideration when thinking of my own comfort. I should have been honest to you all. I've matured a lot since back in the day and have learned that my condition is called being a transgendered person.
I feel the only way I could try to explain my thought process back then was that I didn't want you all knowing that I was born female to treat me any different than if I were born male. This is a terrible excuse, and I'm not meaning to excuse what I've done in any way. Merely attempt to explain how I had thought in the past.
Ah, Sorry for the wall of text. I hope you are doing alright as well?
I'm so sorry, hun. I didn't actually think you'd come back to dA and see any of this. I was going to apologize to YOU. You must have thought I was such a transphobic bitch and maybe I was. But that's because I didn't understand any of it at the time. I do now, though, and I'm sorry things ended the way they did. You are who you are and that's all that matters.
Do you happen to be on any other social media platforms? Tumblr or something? I'd like to be able to chat on occasion. If you want, that is. If not, that's totally fine. I'd just really maybe like to be friends again. Losing you as a friend was awful.
I'm really sorry it took me a really long time to see this again. I should have included a way to contact me in that message instead.
I completely understand where you are coming from. I don't believe being transgender was a well known thing back then and thus not many people knew how to accept that or knew about it. But, I wasn't entirely in the right either, so I don't want you thinking it was your fault and I don't blame any of you for reacting the way you did when you guys found out.
I think I would like to try out talking again though if you would like to as well though! I have missed you and I still look back on the times we had together fondly despite the bad times. If you have a discord I can add you there. I'll send a note with my user and pin to add! If not though, I do have an active deviantART and plan on making a tumblr with the same user as an art blog which I will also include in the note.
I completely understand where you are coming from. I don't believe being transgender was a well known thing back then and thus not many people knew how to accept that or knew about it. But, I wasn't entirely in the right either, so I don't want you thinking it was your fault and I don't blame any of you for reacting the way you did when you guys found out.
I think I would like to try out talking again though if you would like to as well though! I have missed you and I still look back on the times we had together fondly despite the bad times. If you have a discord I can add you there. I'll send a note with my user and pin to add! If not though, I do have an active deviantART and plan on making a tumblr with the same user as an art blog which I will also include in the note.
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I'm sorry if I disturbed you but I couldn't find the download link of Latvia, and I saw you got one, would you mind sending the model to me via email?
I'm sorry if I disturbed you but I couldn't find the download link of Latvia, and I saw you got one, would you mind sending the model to me via email?Hey. Hope you're doing okay.
Oh... Hey..! Uh... Yeah. I'm doing alright. How have you been doing..?